Deep within
lies a slimy,
pathetic Monster
writhing with pain.
We all know him
His own worst enemy, is he
only conscious of misery,
he cannot see beyond himself.
pain lingers about him,
like so many tangled wires
jumbled in static
giving off fumes
Pain is his cousin
who never goes away
only to be dealt with
in twisted anger
victimized, ostracized,
unreachable, untouchable
unworthy of redemption
he refuses to break through
his self-imposed barriers
believes he is helpless
against the invisible foe
Pain is unacceptable
not a legitimate entity
pain has planted
thorny swords of barbed wire,
prevented easy access
pain wrapped in self loathing
cannot move or grow
tears of self pity,
cover him like unshakable slime,
his fears convincing him
the pain will not desist.
self-flagellated
wounds ooze thickly
He tells himself
"it's all I am meant to be,
just pain"
A most despicable Beast,
unworthy and shamed,
is but one who needs
tender healing, love nonetheless.
Dear Beastie,
I come to you,
my hand outreached to comfort,
yet, you stab me with your lightning bolts,
unwilling as a cowering porcupine.
You can only unleash your pain yourself, I see.
Did you know I was once like you?
By soothing voice, I sing to you.
By soft-coated whispers,
I encourage you to breathe,
and unwind the chains
you have wrapped about yourself.
Hiding in the poppies
locked you further away,
brought increased harm and alarm
No remembrance of who you are.
And so, I calm my pain focused mind,
my aching heart, my stress-filled body
to accommodate your need for undivided attention,
your need for redemption of your false beliefs
to embrace what I once thought was the enemy
Without your spiky Armor,
you appear quite harmless.
With your oozing wounds placated,
your tears dried away,
you are quite a cuddly creature
and purr readily when petted
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Art created by Xavier Rodriguez
